few words

Lately I have been captivated by reading the words from the blogs of my friends...Andi, Lynda, Marco, Luca. Writing as a cure, writing to restore sanity, writing for the beauty of it.

Lately I have been captivated by the idea that I can sleep more and do less
Lately I have been captivated by the idea that I want to do the parts of my work that energize me and not the ones that destroy me
Lately I have been captivated by the fact that I need TIME to read and to write
Lately I have been inspired by the idea that I will get through the unpaid month of working by perhaps not working and actualy doing the above..
Lately I have been dreaming of connecting people and countries on my own terms while pushing or my own women empowering discourse
Lately i realize I can't empower others without standing up for myslef
that this is not being selfish, this is not excusing myself for having to pay my rent, this is what I might just as well deserve..
and that I am not going to be anyone unless I believe that I myself deserve to get credit for being phenomenal...and this is not being selfish.

But I had to erase the Maya peom as found it a bit too cheesy for my taste.

But I believe that believing thin things turning out alright is being half way there...I try to remember this.